trying to talk to God with the attitude that he is listening. The
Bible says that he listens and intellectually I believe it to be true.
Yet often when I pray I talk to myself or I run through a checklist
of things I need, hoping it does some good. So I've been praying for
less things, remembering what I prayed for, and watching intently to
see what happens... on a good day. I'm a work in progress.
The other day as I was walking I really felt like an ice cream cone
(they sell this awesome ice-cream on the street. It costs about 40
cents and usually doesn't give you diarrhea). But I only had 20 cents
in my pocket. I let God know that I really felt like an ice-cream and
that I would love it if it only cost 20 cents. I promptly forgot what
I had prayed (like I said, I'm still working on it), and kept on
walking. I saw an ice-cream vendor and walked up to see how much it
cost. To my dismay it cost 40 cents. Ahhh. So I said, "thank-you"
and walked off. But the guy called me back. He told me he'd pay my
other 20 cents!! I was pumped. Then I remembered what I had prayed
and praised God as I ate my ice cream cone.
The other one has to do with food as well. About 2 weeks ago I was
sitting outside a store close to my house chatting with somebody. I
had earlier bought a yogurt at the store and I ate it as we talked. I
finished the yogurt but my craving wasn't satisfied. I sat there
wondering if I could justify buying another yogurt. Then the thought
came to mind that maybe I should pray and ask God for a yogurt. It's
kinda a ridiculous thing to pray for and I wasn't sure what to exactly
pray. As I was pondering what to pray my friend who I was talking to
asked me out of the blue, "Hey, do you want another yogurt?" I
laughed. How could it be so perfect? I said yes and enjoyed my
second yogurt incredibly. I didn't even begin to pray for it and God
answered!
So now I'm asking God for a corvette, 1000 hamburgers, and a million
bucks to go with my swimming pool full of Jello. No, God can
obviously not be controlled and manipulated by feeblies like us. But
I think He likes it when we honestly place our desires in His hands to
do what He wants. And sometimes He surprises us by doing just what we
so selfishly asked for. Who can compare to this God?!!
